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Skyline, Spring - 2005

Earthlines
By Diane Pendola



Life At Home

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Spring

 

 

Now the oak trees unfurl their tight buds

 

into fresh yellow leaves,

 

feathery in their arrival so soon

 

from the Source of wing and wind.

 

Now has song risen again in my soul,

 

finding voice in the chanting cadences of life's ebb and flow.

 

Now the rooster crows.

 

Now the wind rises.

 

Now the woodpecker drums against the oak's trunk.

 

Now branches scrape across the roof of the loft

 

where I sit scratching these words across the page.

 

Life is now.

 

Life is this.

 

It enters me:

 

circulates as blood, as breath;

 

awakens in my mind;

 

lifts itself into word,

 

into song,

 

into prayer.

 

Life whispers itself, i am;

 

shouts itself, I am. I Am!

 

It shapes itself

 

through tongue and breath,

 

brain and bone into embodied being:

 

life at home in me.


 


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May We Know Who We Are


Keep it simple, I tell myself.

 

What is our work if not simplicity itself.

 

Simplicity. Beginners Mind. Second Innocence.

 

Becoming again like a little child.

 

Cultivating relationship.

 

Enhancing relationship with each person, each creature, each being.

 

Taking time to listen.

 

Having enough quiet within, enough space,

 

to actually hear and receive the gift, the presence of another.

 

Inviting awareness of our communion,

 

our relationship with each and every other being.

 

I am because you are.

 

I am because the trees grow and speak

 

in the language of the heavens

 

like the wings of angels beating in the wind.

 

I am because of the wind, blowing

 

across the seas and the continents,

 

carrying the atoms of everything that has lived,

 

expanding in my lungs and sending breath back into theirs.

 

I am because the sun rises in unspeakable glory,

 

rests its light in the sparkle of dew,

 

the green of grass, the yellow of daffodil

 

and sets in my soul, and names me there.

 

I am because I've grown up out of this world,

 

its song in my song, its rhythm in my heart,

 

its beauty woven into the fabric of my bone and sinew.

 

I am because the world is.

 

We exist together or not at all.

 

We go into the future together

 

or wither as the root of our soul life is severed at its core.

 

As though we can go forward without

 

the polar bear, the elephant, the gorilla;

 

without wilderness and reverence

 

for the interior depths of the non-human other;

 

as if we can be fed by machines and nurtured by consumption.

 

I am because everything else is.

 

May we nurture all other beings.

 

May we discover ourselves.

 

May we know who we are.



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Milking The Cow


 She grazes in the green, green pasture. Black and solid as an oak log, her short legs carry her up the hill at a surprisingly brisk pace at the sound of my voice. She stands at the gate, ears forward, eyes alive with kind intelligence, expectant. She's longing for the grain I have in the blue bucket. For that she stands, willingly allowing me to attach the lead line to her halter. For that she follows, to a sturdy post where I tie her and place the bucket of rolled oats and molasses on the ground before her.

 

As she eats, I gently wash her udder with a warm cloth. I prefer the side with less hair on her bag. Yes, remarkably, one side is hairier than the other! And I've caught those hairs, as I've squeezed her teats, and gotten a kick in quick reproach!

 

Having prepared her bag for milking, I allow her calf to join us. I separate Baby Bossie in the morning in order to build her appetite, and Mama Bossie's willingness to let down her milk, for both of us in the afternoon. The heifer takes mama's milk into her warm, moist mouth, happy sucking sounds ensuing. On the opposite side I begin squeezing a teat, first with thumb and forefinger and then down the length with the rest of my hand as I hold a milk bottle with the other. The thumb-sized teat is slack at first but begins to fill as the calf works and soon the milk is flowing. Mama settles into a soft-eyed trance. Chickens come close, looking for scattered remains of grain, even sucking a little milk through their beaks from the last cream I strip into a special bucket for the feral barn cat.

 

Tomorrow morning's coffee will be full of green, green pasture, soft-eyed intelligence, the touch of wind and the feel of milk flowing through my hand. It will carry the stroke of her coarse flank and my fingers twining the locks of hair that curl so cutely between her attentive ears. It will carry the calf's bawling and the sweet smell of creamy foam on her hard rubbery mouth as she sneaks over to my side, butting me away as though I were her twin.

 

I will reflect deeply on the milk in my coffee and find no reason for regret or rancor there. 


 

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*  Our cow is a Dexter, a small breed, listed in The American Livestock Breeds Conservancy, as rare. Many of the unique livestock breeds that have grown up alongside human communities for centuries are in danger of extinction. For more information check out www.albc-usa.org.

 

 

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RESURRECTION

 

To imagine the body

 

alive!

 

Your body, our body,

 

alive

 

with the sweet earth,

 

chantrelle scented.

 

 

Orange light of the sun

 

enfleshed,

 

emergent

 

from the dark secret

 

soul of the world,

 

crowning now,

 

food

 

for the wild wanderers,

 

sustenance

 

proliferating in reckless

 

abandon

 

for the satiation of any

 

and all

 

who would partake

 

of this fibrous fruit,

 

this delicate body

 

of edible light!




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